Nope, not until I am confident you completely understand the issue. And when I am sure, your permban may be reduced to a tempban, but you will not simply be unbanned instantly. Additionally, you will not be voiced on IRC.
You asked for voice on irc, then you typed there continually in spite of being in game, and being able to type in game. IRC is not a novelty, it is a tool. It is a way to chat when you can't, or do not want to be in game. You typed a great deal, seemingly for attention.
Then, in a further attention-seeking move, you made a statement that was as shock-factor and negative as it could possibly be WHILE violating the rule about not evading the filter.
You know this is Famcraft. You know this is NOT a place to discuss heavy, dark or sad topics. You know this is not a place to use words like "hate" and you know swearing and swear-evasion is not allowed, which is exactly what you did at the end of your VERY negative and depressing comment.
We absolutely will not tolerate that sort of statement on this server.
Please reply if you understand why this is not acceptable behavior here.