This plea makes me very hesitant to allow you back on the server. If you are confused by the rules and frightened by the moderators, you may not yet be ready for public servers.
It was very clear that the gold blocks you removed were placed by another player, and therefore it would be griefing and stealing to take them. Both griefing and stealing are against Famcraft's rules.
Because AgentRockstar is a good player here, we are going to trust him to help you get to know the rules and be able to play here. If anything like this happens again, we will likely not be able to offer you another chance.
This perm-ban has been reduced to a 3 day temp ban beginning now. You should be able to log in and play after 3 more days have passed. Please read the rules and make sure you follow them.